Cogito Ergo Sum

जो भी ग़म गुसार बन के आता है िदल के ज़ख्म को और गह्रा कर जाता है नग्मा-ऐ-इश्क धुंधला पड़ जाता है हर ख्वाब अधूरा रह जाता है जीने की तमन्ना मैं 'ंपिंॅडत' जेये जाता है उस कािफर का खून-ऐ-जीगर क्यों नहीं पाता है तगाफुल करके उसका क्या जाता है बस ग़म-ऐ-इश्क और बडा जाता है नफज़ दर नफज़ जूनून उबल जाता है वहशत की हद लांघना चाहता है ज़मीर पर िफर एक खेल खेल जाता है उसका नग्मा-ऐ-इश्क याद करा जाता है

Don't try, just be ... Don't try to be happy, Just BE . Don't try to be helpful, Just BE . Don't try to be caring, Just BE . Don't try to be genuine, Just BE . Don't try to be truthful, Just BE . Don't try to be desirable, Just BE . Don't try to be the solution, Just BE . Don't try to be your self, Just BE . Even for and after all this, don't try too hard, Just BE .

Look beyond the seeking, the silos is within, don't search, seek from it. You will have it, nay u already have it. Just seek !!!

This hankering, this meandering seeking, this ephemeral yet seemingly eternal longing for that "some thing" or "some one" which shall put me into peace with myself.. the sense of completion that will leave me wanting for more of the heavenly nectar which is proclaimed to be not so impossible or improbable to receive... the wait for the answer for the wait that is promised to be finally answered... ...when will it stop???