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When will it stop???

This hankering, this meandering seeking, this ephemeral yet seemingly eternal longing for that "some thing" or "some one" which shall put me into peace with myself..

the sense of completion that will leave me wanting for more of the heavenly nectar which is proclaimed to be not so impossible or improbable to receive...

the wait for the answer for the wait that is promised to be finally answered...

...when will it stop???

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abinash said…
It will stop? No. A globe in 3d and a circle in 2D have no beginning no end they just keep on revolving. They just keep on cycling. These seeking of the answer and the questions are bound together actually. The question lies in answer and the answer lies in question. They both are together always for the completeness of each other. It will never be answered and it will never be questioned. All are apparent. All are there. Just we too keep on cycling with them with out having to look back just to see either the question or the answer are with us always.

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